I hesitated about going out today yesterday, I was tired physically but my brain was needing a change of scenery. Just being indoors I begin to go 'stir crazy.' So, I trooped of early to catch the 10:20 bus. We left at 10:28, and not just because of the Zimmer users. I looked forward to green fields, waving corn, and gray skies. At least the sky was often gray.
We had not gone far, just about to leave the town border as a woman with pushchair and 3 years old attempted to leave the bus. The pushchair was easy enough but the kid would not move. Mum encouraged, demanded, apologised to the passengers, took his toy, but he would not leave the bus. Screaming ensued, from him, while we all grinned and laughed. Mum took action, slinging him screaming over her shoulder and forged her way off the bus. Everyone laughed, almost all of us have either been the mum or the kid, as it were!
Having left 8 minutes late we naturally arrived one minute early! Considering we faced three road blockages, one from BT Outreach replacing telegraph poles and digging holes, one from routine road works, and one from traffic blocking cars half parked on road and pavement. Why not on the pavement, there is no-one around, it's a country house, why block a busy road?
On arrival I hobbled slowly through one or two remaining charity shops. Some have gone since I was last here about 4 years ago. It amazes me how things change so quickly. What were charity shops were now doing good, but expensive business. How can such shops survive here but not in our town?
The picture? I have no idea. She stands there, marching all in black, along the street, why? What or who does she represent? I have no idea.
Having ensured sufficient water before I left I visited the Gents. While clean and modern they are also these days a meeting place for gay boys. I entered not long after what I assumed to be a normal man but found him standing right next to a another with several spaces empty. I noisily, very noisily, used a not so clean cubicle. A perversion, legalised for the privacy of your own home, now appears to be standard in this Gents as it is in so many others. If such activity is legal how come they are gathering in such places? Have they no clubs to meet in, no cafe's, why use this place in an underhand manner. The man I followed had left as I made for the door, but the early arrival was still there. I was tempted to say something but would only have caused offence. At least offence I may not be too unhappy to cause. However, I refrained and moved on.
Having searched more shops, Millets (nice hats with huge prices), Edinburgh Woollen Mill (Based in Hawick, full of old people and charging £210 for a Tweed jacket), and a walk through Waterstones without looking in case I bought something, I took the obligatory War Memorial picture. This one says so much about the people of the time, the need to glorify a war in which so many died, the need to show off the towns wealth, and the link to fables as History. I do however admire the statues on offer, though spiders have been making use of them these days.
The water was almost cold, the bus was almost due, my task was to find it. Once again the bus stops had changed. Many people stood staring at the timetables while searching for their bus, their stop and soon their bus passes. I was one of them! After some time I worked out what 'Ac' meant, wandered slowly in that direction, found the bus waiting but without a driver. Several waited, glancing at the watches, while the driver, sitting on a seat nearby, ignored them.
The bus driver on the 10:20 was a happy soul, this one, when he arrived, was not. Grunting to the boarding passengers he then treated us to a display of sharp braking, caused by going too fast and suddenly finding a stop required. Consistently racing along when he could, only to sit in a suitable place and wait while the timetable caught up with him, and he even attempted to avoid one man trying to board as he did not wish to miss the green light at the road works. We spent an hour being thrown forward constantly until we arrived, still breathing bus fumes in spite of all the open windows, at our destination. We clambered off, but not as fast as the driver, as he headed for home. At least we know why he was miserable, the end of a long, warm day driving a bus full of the public!
On the way, while bouncing back and forth, I attempted to make use of my little aged Leica. This wee camera is old, full of dust, and I was looking through a filthy window that has not been cleaned for a while. The results as you can see are not great. I was however, glad to see the fields, though quite a few have been turned into expensive houses for the Camulodunum elite.
On occasions the sun had shone, the clouds gathered, and after I got home the rain fell. I let it, I was too tired to care. I have to realise I am not fit, I and not 32 as I claim, and I canny do too much at the same time. I must pace my wizened body better. Last night I ate everything that lay around, finished the Brandy, and slept well. Today I eat and sleep, while clearing up all those things on the laptop that are outdated or useless links that have long since died.
In truth yesterday was a disappointing day. The town itself was quieter than usual, I think they have stopped buses running through the main streets, the shops same as always, most people quite sociable, and half the bus drivers happy at work. Imagine, not only did I walk through Waterstones without buying, I avoided the other bookshops, the charity books also, and came away with nothing. I really was too tired!